Take Notice

So what if he doesn’t notice me, if he’ll never love me.
I can live without his love can’t I?
Sometimes I wonder why do I care so much?
He barely knows my name, barely realizes that I exist.
Can I already have a strong attachment to him?
Is it possible to be taken in by him?
I could scream in his presence and he wouldn’t hear.
I could weep my heart out and he’d never take notice.
Why won’t you give me a chance?
Just one chance to show you myself.
You shall leave me now and never again will we cross paths.
My life shall go on and yours will continue.
You shall be untouched, unfeeling, and uncaring towards me.
Yet I will always have a piece of you in me.
Perhaps someday you will realize you have captured my heart and return to me and mend it.
Then no matter how late I will love you and give you all that I am.
But please won’t you just look at me now.
Turn your eyes my direction and for once see the girl sitting in front of you.
The girl that could be your everything.
The one who shall make you soar.
The life you never thought you’d have will begin.
Just open your eyes.
Look at me.
It will be perfect, it will be magic, it will be love!