Isolation

So lonely.
Isolated from the world for so long.
No human contact.
What I’d give to hear another person’s voice.
To feel the touch of anyone’s skin against my own.
My heart is too downcast to be brought back.
There is no one here to do so anyways.
It’s as though I’ve entered the one place God isn’t in.
The loneliest cavern where I sit alone.
The bitter winds blow through my soul.
I shiver and stare at the starless skies.
The blackened ceiling surrounding me.
Am I even alive I wonder?
Perhaps I’ve died and this is my eternity.
Oblivion and madness.
O dear friendship, o wonderful humanity, how I miss thee.

Alive

Over head I see it
The feeling of freedom
The world surrounds me in all it’s beauty
For the smallest taste of it I would die
To dive into the deepest ocean
To climb the highest mountain
To spread my wings and feel the wind blow through my hair
Shouting endlessly with every emotion that comes upon my soul
Letting go
Freeing myself from any ties that hold me down
I am alive
I am free